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Thursday, April 28, 2005

this is pretty worrying. one week before her midyrs, my student wanted to postpone tuition..
and she sent this sms:
"Do you free tomorrow?"

i dunno wad to say. that wasnt a typo on my part. it reminded me of her "are u like read books?" and "i is".
how lehh?
jialat alr larr. hopefully she'll still be able to pass englisH?

she uttered nonsense at 12:47 AM

daily ramblings

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i think, i believe, i reckon...that i've made up my mind.
not that i had much to choose from in the first place.
but sorry jk.. i've thot abt it and i think i shld be thankful and accept wadeva is given to me
i shld be grateful alr tt i even had this chance...
so yep i guess i'll be gg there :)

had lunch today with jk jane erin xiang
though i wish i had more time!
had to rush to catch the shuttle back to kk..i miss u guyS!!
and yes, jk, i DO miss you ok?haha :D

these days, it's all abt work, work and more work.
funnily enuff, i'm not abt to complain cos i haf wonderful colleagues :)
they fortune-told me and if they're right i wun be LOTS wahaha
ahh but who noes.. i wanna stay on the shelf and anyways noone wants me..
hahah
but oh dear i think they want to extend me till as long as possible..
and i kept reminding them tt i'll be off on may 13
but she just kept saying come back k?
and actually, i partly wanna go back yet the other half of me wants to start slacking.....we shall see.

ohyes and i'm proud to say tt CI jk has got her blog up.
and it's preetttiieerrr den mine
haha like duH rite

oh sheeeaat. i just rmb tmr may haf tuition. damn. wun be home in time to watch amazing race on 19!!
haha but anyways i'll noe who's in who's out by 2 in the afternoon. cos one of my colleague who's a hugE fan of AR will religiously go online to check every wed!
and she'll creep over to me when my back's turned and whisper it in my ear WHEN I DUN WANNA NOE!! ahhhhhhhhH! twit. hahah

I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

to jk jane and ven: an-yoh-haa-say-yo!
or rather, just an-yoh!

she uttered nonsense at 1:02 AM

happy entry

Thursday, April 21, 2005

as jinx would say, Oh my sky.
i'm so happy for tt girl. it's the first time i've ever heard her speak like tt. sweet, pure bliss :)

today will be a happy entry. i shall not think abt anything regarding my future. hahah

tt reminds me. one day, if ure really bored, try this:
send an sms to ur frens which goes "hello! *waves*"
u'll receive different replies, but all are so hilariously typical, it'll make ur day. it did for mine when i tried it last week.

lets see now...... most of them were so them. like jinx: "Hi! *waves back*" haha.. and my idol kq: "huh?haha hellos..." i can like imagine her saying tt in my face. haha

but the number one o_O was my dearest hong..

" ?huh? u saw me?"

. seriously ah i wanted to go down kranji and knock her unconscious den tie her up and lock her in my room forever and ever. like eH?!

haha. sorry lar i very bored now.. boliao alr.. haha

she uttered nonsense at 4:54 PM

am glad.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

didnt think i'd get in. i tot it was a no-chance-at-all for me. and i was ECSTATIC after i ripped open the letter with my trembling hands. i really was.

but i guess they're right abt always wanting wad u can't haf.

before, i always wanted to go THERE. but looking at my results, i nv tot it possible. applying for it was a ahh-wad-the-hell-won't-hurt-to-try kinda decision. and after that, i only heard from the other. so i went. and was really banking on them to accept me so i can study wad i want. but as i waited, and waited, and waited........ it was becoming clear tt even they didnt want me. and i became paranoid. fREAking paranoid for one whole horrible week. in my mind, all i tot was, "this is it."
and today, out of the blue, i received THEIR letter. and like i said, i was delirious with joy. my dad tot i was gg mad.
but as the excitement faded away, this nagging feeling ate at my heart. they didnt want me when i wanted them so much. yet sth i only dared dream of accepted me. where did the problem lie? and tt's when i realized, hey, it's me. i can blame noone but myself. i screwed up, i screwed up. no excuses.

ohwells. but i'm really happy still. at least someone wants me :) heh.

someone once told me the grass is much greener on the other side.

she uttered nonsense at 2:35 PM

photos up, photos up, photos finally up!!

Sunday, April 17, 2005

christine got me to rmb i gotta upload fotos.......UPLOADED!!

ps: these are really really really really really really REALLY old fotos. haha. i'm lazy to upload the newer ones

she uttered nonsense at 5:51 PM

silly idea.

Monday, April 11, 2005

an idea just came to me. if parents don't want their kids to eat so much sweets, they shld simply gif their kids candies from korea. korean GINSENG sweets. comes in all shapes and colours and looks oh-so-appealing.

muahhahaha

cos i want them to get tricked... like me. disgusting bitter ginseng candies shld be wrapped in black with a picture of a skull on the wrapper a la the universal toxic sign. not in bright green and red wrappers with little cartoon pictures on it. and i still thought the green one which i took was lime flavour or sth.

i believe the pple in my office are trying to keep me away from sweets forever since they found out abt my sweet-tooth problem. bleaH.

she uttered nonsense at 2:12 PM

revival?

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

bored at work so i finally got ard to updating this. alrite. shan't be lazy. shall try to make this a real blog with tagboard and all.

she uttered nonsense at 5:34 AM