Wednesday, May 30, 2007
It's like an open secret - everyone knows, but noone has ever said anything to me straight. I guess they don't dare.
yq is pissed off today cos her leave request got rejected and certain office politics were involved. Now yq can't enjoy herself properly on thurs night, but she's not about to back down. As they say, try again tmr, in a different style, with different tactics.
grrrrrrrr
she uttered nonsense at 12:20 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
): Monday again. Why do the weekends go by so fastttttttt?!
Keety says her 'monday blues' start on sunday nights, hurhurr. But this week will be more manageable I guess, since there's a break in between, and my fingers are still crossed for fri.
There's just so much I want to do.
Always wondered what it would be like if this and that hadn't happened. Conforming to the status quo, sticking to what you're comfortable with. Maybe not so much here, but there's a certain degree. Why can't a cheerleader-type person love studying too? Why can't a geek love partying once in awhile? Why are there boundaries in the first place, and where do you belong to? But OB taught that stereotypes are used for convenience, for one to form an opinion of the other in a quick glance.
Methinks there's a side of everyone that everyone hides. Maybe to conceal one's inhibitions and weaknesses, I guess.
And I have no idea where I'm going now.
Forgive me, I've got tons of random thoughts running through my head at this moment, can't think straight. Too many things to ponder over. Everything inside is very mashed up, not exactly emo, not exactly happy, not exactly nostalgic, not exactly pissed, not exactly lonely. At the crossroads. Confusion, uncertainty - ah, that is it.
I want to try breaking out of my comfort zone.
Labels: discovering meself, random
she uttered nonsense at 12:08 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
#*&%* I shall not talk about the stupid hall thingy. Except that it is freaking stupid. If worse comes to worse (wad kinda grammar is this) I guess I'll just have to go home everyday then. #$%#&
hex-star-star-hex!!!!! grrrr
It's the start of another weekend! (: Work has been not bad, nowadays, what little crappy admin work I get to do away from the brain crunching numbers I'm so happy. That kind of 'give my brain and eyes a rest' kinda feeling haha. But my leave's not approved yet ): so I'm not too sure if I'll get a long weekend next week. SIGHH. And I got party on thursday night, sure stay up late one lor!!!
ROARRRRR
Did I tell you? The stupid 19k difference, was due to double errors in the formulas I put into excel. Not because of missing accounts. BISH, ultimatefren couldn't stop laughing at me when I finally found out the reason for the discrepency after 3 freaking days of staring at the P&L.
Back to my favourite antiyou next week, TWICE. I wonder how long it takes to get there from office.
My grammar's like shit today, dunno why.
A lil shoutout to jaekay: HELLO BESTIE *waves* In case I don't see you anymore before you leave, have a great time and I'm sure you'll enjoy urself in the states ya! Don't too havoc please, and come back safe and sound! I'll miss youuuuuuuuuuu
she uttered nonsense at 12:32 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Tomorrow's the start of the week again, sigh. I want to stay up late!! *pouts*
I'm gonna try applying for leave on the day after vesak day this coming tuesday. Ultimatefren says we shouldn't do it tmr cos of monday blues, and so we shouldn't try to incur their wraths then. hurhurr. I hope it gets approved so I can have a long weekend that week!!! yayys (:
Happy 21st my dear wenjie! (:
hurhurr. Those people ard me, they're having their third lychee martini cake. haha. And because of this blue-themed party, I realized how little blue-coloured clothes I have!! You know what that means don't you? More shopping! =D
Meeting up with LOTS tmr night, cant wait cant wait!! jk dun leave so soon lehhhhhhhh
It's close to 1 - off to bed for me!
she uttered nonsense at 12:42 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
My my my, nepotism at its finest. haiyohh. A real eye-opener for me today, and newfound respect. hurhurr.
TGIF-I survived my first week of internship! After the first two days of higher level data entry-ing, I finally got to do more challenging stuff. Much more challenging stuff. Now I'm too challenged, today I left office with my p&l unbalanced by a bloody 19k!!! bahhh. And I realize how much I've forgotten what I learnt. arghs.
It's still good, and considering I actually need to spend less than 15bucks a week, what's there to complain? Money is a good form of motivation HAHA. And, my ultimate friend is great so far too. =D
IT'S THE WEEKENDS!!!!
Labels: intern
she uttered nonsense at 9:28 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
Yes there's something very wrong with blogger but I shall just make do with what I can.
PA's starting in a few days and I'm kinda looking forward yet not looking forward to it. haha. So for the next 10weeks I'll be stuck in an office from 0830 to 1800, 5 days a week, if anyone drops by amk/yck area during lunchtime please jio me ya? I'm not too sure how my ultimate friend will turn out =x hehh.
Anyways so I think it's the feeling that I know I've got such a short holiday, that whenever I go out I spend like siao. Today's splurge means I've probably already spent away my first month's salary since the start of the hols even though I've yet to start work. But..... they're necessities ok. (: They always are. HAHA
Tried to tan, but to not much success since mr sun wasnt being very cooperative. Some pics!
We had icecream for dinner! =D Vivo is freaking huge, by the time we cleared the shops our legs were ready to give way. Plus, we were walking around with our heavy bags with our tanning stuff and shopping loots!! My poor feet. ):
Can someone tell me what DOTA stands for?
Labels: happy
she uttered nonsense at 11:44 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007
why do u say such things
i think you're tearing us apart
cant u sense ure hurting everyone
cant u sense the disappointment
cant u sense ure spoiling the mood of every single one of us
cant u sense the awkwardness
cant u sense the 'this is it. i need to get out of here. fast.' mood ure causing?
cant u sense anything??
and. DON'T. TURN. US. AGAINST. EACH. OTHER.
ure so fucking insensitive it's unbelievable.
Labels: whatever
she uttered nonsense at 4:37 AM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Whoo, what a day.
Ohyes, I'm so so sorry joycelyn, really couldn't make it to your party at the last minute. I'm sure you had a great time though, and happy 21st once again!
Sigh. Everyone seems to be leaving, one by one. First nini, then v in june, and grarrl in july. We're all growing up and getting busy and stuff. sadded.
Take good care of yourself, shawntoh, I love you and I'll miss you too. ): Seeya next year.
On a happier note, I finally got a new scent! Byebye, estee lauder's pleasures exotic, and say hi to
Ohyes, I'm so so sorry joycelyn, really couldn't make it to your party at the last minute. I'm sure you had a great time though, and happy 21st once again!
Sigh. Everyone seems to be leaving, one by one. First nini, then v in june, and grarrl in july. We're all growing up and getting busy and stuff. sadded.
Take good care of yourself, shawntoh, I love you and I'll miss you too. ): Seeya next year.
On a happier note, I finally got a new scent! Byebye, estee lauder's pleasures exotic, and say hi to
gucci envy me (:
Yesyes, I know there's envyme2, but when I was at dfs earlier on I decided I liked the smell of this series so much better. =D So I finally gave into temptation and bought it today.
Ohdear, there's something to be said when you're spending an average of a hundred bucks a day for three consecutive days, isnt there? I know, I've got a problem.
Sigh.
she uttered nonsense at 11:23 PM
