grr.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
it's amazing how a few sentences can make one's mood change so quickly. and it came from a pathetic loser, no less. all i wanted was to remain deliriously happy and u had to come spoil it. thanks huhh. no, i shall learn to not get so easily worked up. breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out............ uhhuh. thaaaaaaaaat's right, i am back to being incredulously upbeat. :)
actually u noe wad? u don't have to shut it. it's ok u can continue rambling on and on and accusing me. go ahead, go ahead!! cos u don't matter. :D
she uttered nonsense at 11:26 PM
same old brand new
haha had so much fun last nite playing mahjong and bridge and daidee and crapping. ohman, my stomach still hurts from all tt laughing lar!! haha.
first week of sch, am still having fun and pretty much slacking away. tt's why can even come home today. haah. altho din make much new frens yet, but i'm really happy with the grp of pple ard me, so it's great :)
prob won't be coming online for a while.. 2 weeks or so till the laptop comes. meanwhile, changjin and jingjin will be entertaining me at night. heehee.
and i bought my orange aqua shoes alr!! so happy.. and cheaper somemore. lalala gonna bring it to sch with me tmr. ok gonna go print lec notes now. i'm sucha geek, ain't i? and it's fantastic, i'm a nerd and loving it!!
ohyes. my feet is aching from all tt walking in sch. i guess i haf to start getting used to it.
she uttered nonsense at 9:53 PM
my loves :)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
am so bored right now so i decided to post pics for my own viewing pleasure. random fotos of the pple i love, and who loves me. yes, i'm a happy girl. :)
my cousins
heehee
dad's bdae. how cute!
the people i love most
the extremely wrapped-up pressie for my bro's 21st
squirtle! or is tt wartortle? hmm.
bunnY! she's sooo cute when she's sorta eating her ears!
my fav jc mates
"good morning, girls." "good morning, charlie!"
LOTS
smcz
hong and me. missing qin though
i love you, you and you. every single one of u. thank you for making me one helluva lucky girl :)
she uttered nonsense at 1:58 AM
lala. lalalala. OOH!
shucks. everyone is either at camp, or busy getting ready for camp. these days, it's jinx and me, me and jinx. we're gonna become twins soon.
no more the before-school blues. i'm looking fwd alr! finally got the room cleared, cleaned, and de-spidered after an entire monday afternoon. 5 and counting. and we shifted our stuff in today! so more or less it's ready for human lodging already!!
okayyyy, jinx looks really short in this foto. teehee.
so many, many things to settle before school starts. tmr, i'm gonna go make my specs, maybe cut my hair and print the fotos to finish up the album. THE ALBUM!! arghh. want it done, yet lazy to do it. ohyes, and tuition in the evening too.
anyone taking AA101, AB102, 103, 105, 114 this sem? i'm in search of would-be classmates. :)
she uttered nonsense at 12:41 AM
on the way to shu nu-dom
Saturday, July 16, 2005
look, look, look!!
jk was set to becoming an smu student from the start.
teehee.
obviously, apparently, i aint the jump-up-and-down type.
anyway, went to sch today to collect keys but didn't get them in the end cos there was still someone occupying the place. and my level's a mixed level with most of the jcrc members on the same level. ahhhhhhhh. saw nic's room, 2 levels down, and jinx said her room was better den ours. ohwells. i'm not gg to think wad my room is gonna look like.
ohya and jess and edith, jessie and this other aj girl, are all in the same block too!! how cool :) so, we all decided to not go for camp tgt. hehheh.
AND!!! ohman. all i can say is, i need to rmb to bring glade lemon when i go back agn next week.
she uttered nonsense at 12:19 AM
the simple life
Friday, July 08, 2005
where were you this evening between 6-7? if you were cooped up at home in front of the tv, then you'd just missed a great evening. at least from where i was.
the rain ceased at 5, giving time for the rainwater to dry up enough, leaving behind a cool atmosphere. damp. moist. dew on flowers. as i sat on the garden chair, rocking myself ever so slowly, the delicate breeze blew across my face, prickling my senses. i felt refreshed. a flock of birds, milky white clouds, the slight rustle of trees. it was not too bright, yet dark enough for me to stare at the sky for hours on end.
back and forth i went, back-and-forth. i wanted to get up and put on some classical music to suit the mood, but then i thought, the gurgling of the water in the water fountain was enough. like a gentle lullaby playing sweetly in my ears, i felt at peace with the world. i was reminded of the times when i was younger, when i would sit on the garden steps back at my old house every evening, without fail, and play with my bunny or my tortoise. such sweet recollections of the past, when i was much more trusting, and where the world seemed much more innocent.
i thought about many things, and my stand and involvement in them. in the hour or so, i sorted out stuff that had been stuck in my head for days. things that confused me or puzzled me, things that angered me or pleased me. i figured them all out. as darkness slowly but surely engulfed me, coincidentally, the switch to the living room lights jammed. so my dad flickered on the switch to the chandeliers, and the walls soon reflected the light which bounced off the crystals, split into a thousand and one little pockets of luminescence.
night, and i was ready to face the world all over again.
she uttered nonsense at 10:50 PM
initial :D
Thursday, July 07, 2005
initial d-ed!! is it just me, or is jay chou getting cuter by the day? or, as someone said, maybe it's just cos he managed to get in more words this time. damn. haha all i can say is go watch.
also caught fantastic four today. double movies! hehh. abit like the incredibles, or shld i say the incredibles was like fant4. haha maybe F4 shld change the "flower" in their name to sth more fantastic, like, say, fantastic. and got the guy who guest starred in can't-rmb-the-title-of-the-show. ohyar. boston public.
gotta love drifting.
she uttered nonsense at 1:34 AM
just shut it.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i absolutely hate it when pple look at me with tt see-i'm-right look and give me a case-in-point. the only thing i'd want to say to them then, would be shuddup.
i mean seriously wad's the point rite? u tell me. and no more shit arguments of urs tt shifts with every counter argument i give. cos den in the end u conclude with sth which i would agree with, only if u had said tt in the beginning. and den wad? u become right and i lose.
okay i dunno wad's wrong with me right now, but i seem to be pissed off with the whole world. and in the process of it all, i piss off the whole world too.
i'm becoming the biggest git in the universe.
she uttered nonsense at 2:07 AM
