narcissistic pleasure

Monday, August 17, 2009

Finally looking out for myself, and there's only one way-out.

Labels: work

she uttered nonsense at 9:49 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

She asked, why so irritated now when they have been doing this all this time?

Yes that's the way it has always been but I guess maybe I'm just not that stupid anymore that I do recognize when I'm being exploited. It's unreasonable and I know that there's nothing I can do about that, but that doesn't stop me from feeling irritated all the same. What's more surprising (or not) is that you still insist that I remain here. For what? For my bloody own good? Even if it means losing myself in the process? Which I'm already kinda halfway there.

For the past twenty-three years, you never cared not bothered, and I've already made peace with that after much pain, so please don't upset the balance now, because at this point of time, the more you attempt to control, the further my autopilot-self is just going to push you away. Which I don't want to, not really.

Law of attraction. I willed myself to get MC, and now I'm really sick.

Labels: fam, whatever, work

she uttered nonsense at 1:32 AM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I just discovered the wonder that is Pink Martini! Better late than never, I say.

Bossa nova much! Loves.

And, happy 44th singapore! *waves flag* haha!

Labels: music

she uttered nonsense at 12:12 AM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Reached a stage where I'm refusing to go to bed in the hopes of delaying the end of the weekend...... siao liao.

Labels: grumbles

she uttered nonsense at 4:35 AM

Saturday, August 01, 2009

bolstie says hi (:

she uttered nonsense at 1:06 PM