free?
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Let's gek a certain someone, shall we? Those of us who are so super free that we can spend the rest of the day staring at the ant in the corner, say aye and raise ur hands!!
*raises hands*
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..blablah..hmmm and what's that i hear?
AYE!! everyone is free!! wheeeee-whoops. scratch that. minus one person. hahahahahahahahahah
she uttered nonsense at 2:49 PM
sheeeesh.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
o.m.g. I just heard my fav show's song on the radio....only it's in chinese!!! GrrR! Da Chang Jin in chinese?!?! I dunno how long it has been on air alr, but but but-*sputters* IT'S BLASPHEMY!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wadssup with some of the new songs recently? Stop doing covers, esp when they're meant to be sang in only that certain language. And that reminds me. For goodness sick, please also don't adapt classical music and add lyrics to them!!! xiu and I heard that SHE song the other day, and we were like,
"Mozart will turn in his grave".jeez.
she uttered nonsense at 4:11 AM
happy thoughts make a happy person. righhhht.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Contrary to how i'm feeling, I shall blog abt happy things.
Let's see. What's nice and happy? *thinks hard* emma watson is pretty. i've got a great family. my mum trusts me enuff to gif me her card. chicken little is coming up.
And i've still got xiang.i think i need to seek help soon; if this goes on, i'll go mad. i really will. if i can only hate one person in this world, i'd choose me. until den, from now onwards, i'm gonna force a plastered smile on my face. i need to and i will.
she uttered nonsense at 12:20 AM
blablablahh
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
wheeeeee~~ blogging from smu now. hehheh. i haf nth better to do. lalala feels so good to see others study and not haf to study urself!! hehhe. dun tell jk though.
hahah
gonna watch potter ltr. can't wait!! altho we just realized that someone doesnt noe abt someone else yet........ahh.
nonsensical post, was bored and still am boreD!! someone come entertain me. ok fine, gonna go play save-the-green-square-box now. byeeeeeeee
ohya and jk's lappie is super light, it feels fake. *shake shake*
anything in here? heehee.
she uttered nonsense at 3:42 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
老友萬歲 嘿 我陪你乾一杯
你說的對 嘿 做人挺累
That's right: tired. Tired of being me. Was listening to corrine may's
fly away and I feel like flying away from reality. Escapist's nature. I'm such a mafan person. And I'm not doing anything to improve the situation. Congratulations.
Been staying at home playing nick.com games. Actually come to think of it, I like to coop myself up at home. Kinda fun, really. I like to be able to face just myself and my family the whole time. Don't need to report to anybody or tell anyone anything. Maybe, as I grow older, I'm becoming more introverted. Maybe, just maybe, I dun like to go out anymore. Come to think about it, it's better if I keep myself busy with books. Jinx, gimme biz law now. NOW. hahh.
Wake me up, when december ends.
she uttered nonsense at 4:12 AM
reality bites
Friday, November 18, 2005
I realize.............. I think too much and make myself sad everytime I'm free. Pre-exams; I was feeling sad all the time. Exam period; too busy to think anything, didn't really feel anything in particular. Now that exams have ended, I'm back to thinking too much and making myself upset all over again. WAD'S UP WITH ME?!?
I realize............... I'm a person who likes to cry. My tear ducts are often in overdrive. At least I know my eyes are cleaner than most people's.
I realize............... I dwell in the past and never move on. I don't like changes and I hate it when people and things change; yet deep in my heart, I know it's inevitable and sometimes necessary. I just don't like it.
I realize............... that I realized all these long ago; I just refused to admit it.
I realize............... it's 7am already and I've yet to sleep. and that this post doesn't really make much sense.
she uttered nonsense at 6:53 AM
3 down, 1 to go
Friday, November 11, 2005
-long entry today-
wheww. finally found time to come online. so fast, before i knew it, 3 down and 1 more to go.
well, papers haven't been good, in fact, they're the opp, esp today's. hmm. but i'm not one to cry over spilt milk, esp academic-wise, so... *shrugs* anw i'm mentally prepared to study stats with jinx next sem alr.
i'm amazed wad stress and failure-to-meet-expectations can really do to one. had to pretend like i was used to it, but it was pretty much sth new for me. i mean, i noe she often does that, but because of stress?? seriously, i din noe results meant
that much to her. on the other hand, when i was so freakingly calm ydy, it was pretty worrying too. it goes to show just
how much i value exams. woohoo. this is bad.
and yayy finally FINALLY got to breathe town air after a gazillion years. went straight after dumping
that disgustingly thick, dirty green book with xiu. swensens for lunch, den movie and shopping. sticky chewy chocolate!! super sinful, super shuang. and the girl acting as emily rose is freakingly good. sheesh. i watched the entire movie while peering through the top of my sweater. bought hairbands and rubberbands, and a new wallet! damn satisfying. and so qiao my stats grpmate was sitting rite in front of me in the theatre. see? destress activities are necessary after a stats exam.
the stupid crazy frog song is in my head. tue, yiing sent to me, so i was listening to it. wed, heard it on xiu's comp. thur, friendly neighbour blasted the song over her speakers. how not to be brainwashed, u tell me?? grr. haha further brainwashing rite now, listening to it while typing. ohya, and i think the chinese cockroach version is damn lame.
now let me complain.
next time u want to diss anybody, rmb not to gossip abt tt person to another through msn. u nv noe who's on the other end. i noe u can't please everybody, so dun tell me to ignore, but bloody hell who are u to criticize me when i have only spoken to u a grand total of 3 sentences in my entire life???? and wad lousy basis of urs - to judge someone's character by looking at their
nick??? i din add u in msn, YOU did. i hate adding pple whom i don't ever talk to; it only contributes to the bulkiness of the list.
ok, fine, i do want everyone to have a favourable impression of me. i noe i'm not perfect, but i'd like to belive that i'm not that evil as a person after all. that somehow or other, pple will be able to take in my faults while identifying my plus points. i was really qt upset tt day. better (or worse) still, the person STILL doesn't noe wad happened. and i figure he wouldn't really care anyway. but it did affect me, and i am angry at myself for letting it affect me.
perceptual biasness. halo effect comes in when u have limited information of an individual but have to fulfill the need to identify that person under a certain category in your mental model, so as to have a certain set of perceptions of the person. that's if i rmb correctly from ob. ohwells.
on a happier note, booking out date is next wed after last paper!! wheeeeee~~~ haven been home for 2 weeks, missing everybody and everyone! and hp officially opening one day after!! but. err. haiz. everyone all sure gg with bf/gf one lorr. hmm. see lar i knew it, i- *forget it. nvm.
meanwhile, i'll be hoping that everyone finds all the papers difficult, so that i dun end up at the bottom of the bell curve.
she uttered nonsense at 11:57 PM
