:(
Thursday, June 30, 2005
i just did sth i told myself nv to.
feeling so ashamed of myself rite now, but at the same time i'm mighty upset abt wad i found out. so it isn't the first time i realized, but to think tt it still stands, hurts. ALOT.
wanted to write abt it here but i guess i'd better not. time to take out my trusty old diary.
i noe i'm not perfect. but am i really tt bad? am i?
i'm tired. i'm really tired of all this.
removing my tagboard. evil bitches like me dun deserve to have friends.
she uttered nonsense at 1:35 AM
the narcissist that i am
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
she uttered nonsense at 8:55 PM
please just leave me alone.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
i dreamt tt my right dracula teeth was so strong tt it chipped off the bottom teeth and before long i was looking in the mirror and seeing half the row of my front teeth gone. i became boh-gay. horrors.
had this strange urge to just close myself off from everyone for a week or so. but den i looked at my planner and it was just not possible. i dunno why. i just feel like saving time for myself. it passes so quickly tt before i noe it it's time to go back to sch and mix ard. boy, there'll be alot of mixing ard to do. the excitement of gg to someplace new wore off last week and now with every letter i receive my excitement level goes waaay down. if this keeps up, it'll reach zilch and i'll lock myself in my room and break in cold sweat and shiver like a mad squirrel and haf to go cold turkey and....u get the picture.
sorry i din go today but was really, really, really sian. and no i'm not lying, my grandma did come today and i took it upon myself to at least haf dinner with her seeing i'm always not ard whenever she came to visit for the past half year. and also tt i'll prob be so busy the rest of the year in sch to go visit her.
i'm such a party pooper and i can't help it.
u noe how sometimes ure feeling so ultra lazy or ultra sian that u just refuse to get out of ur room and not go anywhere at all? i'm like tt rite now. and i predict i'll be.
she uttered nonsense at 6:05 PM
sisters club
Friday, June 17, 2005
ohman. madness. my bro and 2 cousins were talking in the same window when my stupid bro decided to change his nick and font configuration to be the same as mine. and the other 2 followed suit. pengz. dunno who was talking to who abt wad.
ohyah fotos from the sister's club up. jinghang was the all-impt LiNK that day. hahah. feels good to just go someone's hse to slack whole day and talk crap. and making fun of jingyi is, well, fun. though only got a few fotos. we took more videos than pics larr.
group foto!! we're missing the other sisters though..
anyway i confirm working till 1st july. anyone offer to takeover my tuition kids too? den it'll be perfect slacking for the rest of the days till sch starts.
off i go to msia for a mini family trip out. will be back on the 21st :)
she uttered nonsense at 4:47 PM
outing
Thursday, June 09, 2005
at taka sq. they're having some toy exhibit now
couldnt's help ripping this off jk. taz is so cute rite!! taz, jk, not u. hahah
ohyes, and outing with the percussionists. 3 generations!! errrr oops. 4. haha ;p
at cafe cartel
it's so fuN to see everyone sitting tgt for dinner. kinda reminds me of the painting of The Last Dinner. err. ok tt sounds wrong. nvm me.
she uttered nonsense at 6:31 PM
tadah!!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
i did it, cleared my room, i did it, cleared my room, i did it, cleared my room...
[think spongebob in the movie]
see? i told u i was resolute abt wanting to pack my room.
i took....let's see now....from 10pm on sat to 6.30am on sun.....8hourS!!! omg.
before:
my table is alr considered neat
stuffed under the bed
teddy's sitting-place had to go
ewww. cobwebs aplenty. luckily for magiclean.
after:
tadaH!! see the difference?
neat rite? rite!!
hahah am so happy now whenever i see my room. i cleaned everything and i mean EVERYTHING. from the cobweb-filled area behind my bookcase to the dusty fan, i cleaned it all. by. myself. YEAH! hahahah
i still went for tuition as per normal after that. i was bloody tired at the end of 4 straight hours of tuition but everyone and everything was preventing me from getting home quickly and to my much needed sleep. ahhhh.
on another note, i haf finally, finally, finally, FINALLY started reading harry potter. 4 variations of writing that word. i think the word "finally" looks weird in caps. FINALLY. so funny, spelling correct wad rite.
she uttered nonsense at 12:41 AM
questions
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I walked in with a heavy heart,
but still I didn't know where to start.
I must confess
my room's a mess
but how?!
i truly, sincerely want to pack my room but i dunno where to begin. it's so disgusting i can't even escribe it. ohdear.
wad's the real reason? Truthfully? it's cos i don't want to kill the only passion left in me. u won't understd.
how issit tt literature writers can write between the lines? do they haf 2 brains working in overdrive or wad? like, when i say i hate bananas, i just mean that i don't like the taste of the eeky squishy thingys in my mouth. i don't mean i dislike all things yellow or that i'm biased against crazy people. or sth liddat. or maybe that's why i'll nv be a novel writer.
how come my recycle bin is "norton-protected"? someone please enlighten me how my bin can haf security guards and i don't. i clicked on the recycle bin icon before i even came online and it's not opening yet. too much rubbish larrr.
she uttered nonsense at 3:55 PM
music up!! :)
Thursday, June 02, 2005
ooooohhh music finally uploaded, ad-free and spam-free!! :) tis the music from that touching korean mv i wanted everyone to see!! yeaH!!!
she uttered nonsense at 2:31 AM
kelly clarkson - breakaway
prob be working till end of next week. hopefully....so i'll finally be able to do wad i want. but i'll definitely miss them. issit possible? i dun think any temp staff's like me. i'll miss their constant bickerings and snubbings, and the sisterly love they share among the 6 of them. they're prob the only pple i'll ever noe who are colleagues as well as real friends. i'll miss them calling each other ru2 hua1, pushing the name of marty the zebra or alex the rebonded-hair lion to one another. i'll miss listening to their dreams of gg for plastic surgery, or how each one's supposed-idol came about. i'll miss their bitching abt stars on magazine covers, their ooh-ing and aah-ing of the latest hermes bag on the website, and our weekly secret gathering ard a comp to check out the result of the latest episode of a certain reality show. without knowing it, i've been there for more than 3 months alr. time really flies by when ure in the company of great pple.
ohhhh yes! so tt means i'll be able to join sisters' club sleepover!! though i think my sis wun want to go.
watched madagascar alr.. the animals so cute! huge eyes.......hmm. just like erin. act cute. esp the baby squirrel. wahhaha. i also wanna watch monster-in-law. anyone free to watch with me? better still, anyone good enuff to sponser me? i'm broke since coming back from holiday.
i noe i wun be able to convince u to join us anymore, so all i can do now is to convince u tt wad ure doing is right. for u tt is. the road less travelled may not be a bad one, it's just a different route to achieving the same goals and dreams in our lives. we'll still be working towards our dream penthouse, yes?
dunno if u've listened to this before, but this is for u:
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
i think kelly clarkson is the best american idol winner so far. love her voice, love her style, love her songs.
yes, breakaway, do wad it takes to achieve wad u want in ur own way, but rmb tt u'll always haf this one special fren in u.
you've done wad u think is best for u, now believe in it.
she uttered nonsense at 12:31 AM
