Friday, April 30, 2010
I'm sudd damnnn sick of this place (agn). Sick of not being able to take any leave since last sept, sick of not being able to take any leave up till nov (and who knows what's gg to add on behind nov in weeks to come), sick of the only week of leave that i attempted to take in may to be double booked with another job!!! sick of having to forfeit my leave (90% probable), sick of all the fake benefits "we give you OT - oh but sorry you can't use it to book leave u can only use it on adhoc basis (= NEVER), and anyway you still have AL u haven't even clear (see 'sick of..' point before)", sick of all that act-concern-act-blur-act-innocent rubbish "u mean we pay one of the lowest? are u sure?? (like wtf dun pretend la)".
That was just part 1 of a 10-parter 'sick of' series. And they wonder why there's a permanent exodus going on (uhh, like, open your eyes? it doesn't take a genius to figure it out).
As you can see, I am not very happy here (understatement of the century).
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 9:52 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I feel so hypocritical cos on one hand I keep whining about work all the time and on the other hand I get pissed off when I see this certain person complaining abt his/her life on fb ALL THE FREAKING TIME cos honestly what are u trying to prove?? getting all upset about not getting what you want when you already have SO MUCH?
I feel old and naggy, like one of those pple who used to tell me 'you don't know how good being in school is' when I used to complain abt school. Come to think abt it I used to hate it when pple tell me that. But so true isnt it. It's so much better to be in school - you just won't know it till u leave. Maybe I'm just irritated with that person. Or maybe to me, u can whine but don't do it thrice a day on a regular basis; if you do have an urge to kb every few hrs, don't do it publicly (read: fb status updates). it's even more regular than my breakfast/lunch/dinner. Cos, as a certain person likes to say, there's only so much you can cry about until it becomes meaningless.
wtf. Now I'm starting to get irritated with myself.
Welcome to Chao Kuan LLP - where we exploit u and tell you it's PROGRESS; where we shit on you and tell you we're giving you gold, where we call ourselves professional but cleverly small-font the word 'slave-drivers' behind (of cos we'll still put it in - we're clever at disclaiming liability, HELLO??).
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 11:50 PM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
What bugs me isn't the incompetency. What bugs me is that you are incompetent (and blantantly, at that) and have a level of EQ that leaves much to be desired. And if you don't know your stuff, PLEASE, don't act like you do cos it really just makes you look very bad.
Pissed. I think karma will bite me on the arse and I'll be a much-gossiped-about-nasty senior. hah.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 10:25 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010
zzz.. woke up with a start with this v uneasy feeling. feeling v stressed over work and the fact that I prob have so much left to complete when tmr (today rather) is pull-out day and my a1 is practically on half day and i'm all alone (agn). feel like puking when i open my f section. urghhh.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 5:52 AM
Friday, April 09, 2010
Suddenly feel like chopping my hair off EVEN SHORTER. woots!
Decided to flood this space with my bf's pic:
heehee.
Nowadays I'm starting to believe that thinking positively will garner positive energy which = positive outcome / more luck. Instead of harping on 'why didnt I get that chance' or 'why me', I'm starting to get myself to think 'Something bigger is waiting for me' or 'it's a good chance'. As they say, one man's trash is another man's treasure. So everyone in the midst of misery or on the brink of depression, start thinking positive! It just might work.
Or maybe I've just been hanging around my positive-energy-guru nini more often lately. haha!
I think I've been living in the past for far too long. I look around me and I see things that have been there since many years back - feel like some ancient figure who's stuck in time.
It's all about finding something new, challenging yourself, daring to venture into the unknown. Taking the first step forward. Everyone's moving on - I want to move forward too. PROGRESS. (not in that sarcastic def, shyuan) haha!
Labels: life
she uttered nonsense at 11:22 PM
