Sunday, February 11, 2007
I think I'm getting pretty not bad at the basics of html! WHEEE!! (:
gimmemybeetle~
she uttered nonsense at 2:10 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
I want to tell you that I'm okay with it you know, I really am, but I don't know how. Because if that's what you're sure you want, then I'll be glad for you. Whatever makes you happy.
I'm looking for more meaning, anyone can give it to me? More oomph, more excitement.
And I want to get married. HAHA. wth rite. Or rather, I want to give birth to cute lil daughters. They'll be pretty and lovable, and huns or jaekay can pick one to godmum over. But nobody wants to continue my bloodline with me. ): And my library plan is not working!! sigh. HAHA. Maybe I have no choice but to just adopt.
Huns wants to be a bimbo, she's halfway there, guess which half? haha and her mouth literally dropped open when she saw her pretty girl being no longer perfect. I could see her heart break awwwwwww and I think she's bi, which is so wrong considering her anti-crook campaign.
We were being slightly emo that night I guess, talking about who we'd inform if we could only choose up to 3 people to msg before we died. I think we kinda have a morbid fascination over death, haha. Loneliness, emptiness, solitude. In a room full of people, yet feeling lonely. What's missing? Religion, meaning, faith? Knowing that you already have alot, in fact, more than what many others can say they have, yet you're never feeling whole. We're not being ungrateful, in fact I'm sure we're really thankful for everything we have right now, but there's just this.... void. Good friends? What constitutes a close friend? Physical proximity? Emotional nearness? After awhile I'm beginning to think these two are relative. Maybe everyone is just a passing speck in this great long history of Earth, each moving at their own unique speed, and the people you meet are simply just other specks that rub against you along your journey. Some go the opposite way and you don't ever see them again, some go in your direction but at a different pace, so after awhile you just lose them. Some you try so hard to hold on, so at the initial stage, both specks move along at a forced common speed, but eventually, all lose their momentum, and then it's back to just you.
Haha I dunno what overcame me, like I said, my brain goes in overdrive when I'm alone. Blame it on huns LEAVING ME ALL ALONE IN HALL AND UNCLE COMING OVER TONIGHT. BELARDY *TOOTX* haha. And I think I can't sleep without huns around lehh, how ah. Last night when she was still downstairs studying, I couldn't get to sleep even though it was like 2am already. Only when she came back at 3 could I finally go to dreamland. Ohdear, I'm turning les. HAHA.
I'm into teenybopperish songs again!! All those 1998 nsync, bsb and A1 songs hurhur. Boybandish!!
My life revolves around co, so basically besides that I lead a boring and mundane life, so I have nothing else interesting to update.
I'm getting mixed signals. Tell me, won't you?
she uttered nonsense at 10:06 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Busy busy busy bee, busy busy busy me.
I really wanted to go for junqi's party earlier on, but comms and marketing prevented me. Although I was really tempted to pangseh both groups haha. I need to start getting used to having at least 2 presentations a week to prepare for. And mock interview, aHHH!! I will paiseh one lor. *shy* hurhur
Been spending quite alot of time at shawn's hall these days, and I think I can soon be 'the idiot's guide to nus' haha. Both halls, but with really different cultures. Networking can be quite tiresome, albeit necessary.
Jan's passed, to sum it all up, happy 21st to cel, labbit, jinxy, ivan, khai qing, jw, beat, jas and jaekay.
No wonder I'm so broke, haha.
Ohya, take a look at this.
The extent of... erm, for want of a better word... stupidity of some people never ceases to amaze me. hurhurr.
And this is quite funny too, although I think some have seen it before. I love looking at rubbish during my break. hahahaaha
I need sleep. Goodnight.
she uttered nonsense at 3:27 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
It's all adding up and taking a toll on me. Today, she officially became the 10th person to ask me in 2 weeks why I look positively shagged out.
Nothing seems to be going right, nothing at all. And no I'm not being emo, not exactly. Nothing really is going right.
and it goes on...
On a separate note, pek-my-saviour's made my week so much better. I *heart* him. =D
she uttered nonsense at 8:31 PM
