narcissistic pleasure

wondering

Saturday, May 07, 2005

hong came over to return me the guitar (finally) and to pass me the flight schedules. been some time since i last saw her and we spent the evening updating and erm, gossiping. haha. went out to watch movie after tt..interpreter is not bad but it's a really serious show. hahh.
din noe one of my exclassmates is in superstar..gg for round 2 of auditions this sun. i think i shall go imm look see after the hi tea thingy.
ohyes and xiang passed her driving liao!! so proud of her. and on her first try too!! haha. to think she was msging me b4 her test and saying how scared and worried she was. u go girl!

sometimes i wonder, do many of us stay as frens just for the namesake of being frens? how do u tell if someone is ur close fren? by the number of times u both go out, by the numerous fone calls u two make with one another, by the lavishness of the gifts u shower upon each other, what? wad if u found out tt someone whom u treated as a good fren not only didnt reciprocate, but was complaining abt u behind ur back? can u really confront the person and ask why he was being such a hypocrite? because wad would u do den, if tt person answers "u mean we're good frens?"? the only thing u'll really only achieve is to make urself look stupid and presumptous.

someone is being plain silly. first the bag, then the specs and now earrings. why??
ok nvm. i promised myself not to be bothered by her childish antics. so, "wadeva". *makes the W shape using my fingers*
just when i thought i had you back
you turned and gave me a tight slap
i wasn't even prepared
i didn't know wad to expect
i just assumed you were always there
that you knew that i really did care
for real, for truth, in reality
neither a fake, nor hypocrisy.
i always wondered what exactly is gg thru her mind for her to be doing things like tt. as if she's out to make my life difficult. come to think of it, it is worse still, if she really is two-faced like tt. being two-faced isn't exactly the best quality one looks for in friends.

she uttered nonsense at 2:42 AM