narcissistic pleasure

please just leave me alone.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

i dreamt tt my right dracula teeth was so strong tt it chipped off the bottom teeth and before long i was looking in the mirror and seeing half the row of my front teeth gone. i became boh-gay. horrors.

had this strange urge to just close myself off from everyone for a week or so. but den i looked at my planner and it was just not possible. i dunno why. i just feel like saving time for myself. it passes so quickly tt before i noe it it's time to go back to sch and mix ard. boy, there'll be alot of mixing ard to do. the excitement of gg to someplace new wore off last week and now with every letter i receive my excitement level goes waaay down. if this keeps up, it'll reach zilch and i'll lock myself in my room and break in cold sweat and shiver like a mad squirrel and haf to go cold turkey and....u get the picture.

sorry i din go today but was really, really, really sian. and no i'm not lying, my grandma did come today and i took it upon myself to at least haf dinner with her seeing i'm always not ard whenever she came to visit for the past half year. and also tt i'll prob be so busy the rest of the year in sch to go visit her.

i'm such a party pooper and i can't help it.

u noe how sometimes ure feeling so ultra lazy or ultra sian that u just refuse to get out of ur room and not go anywhere at all? i'm like tt rite now. and i predict i'll be.

she uttered nonsense at 6:05 PM