reality bites
Friday, November 18, 2005
I realize.............. I think too much and make myself sad everytime I'm free. Pre-exams; I was feeling sad all the time. Exam period; too busy to think anything, didn't really feel anything in particular. Now that exams have ended, I'm back to thinking too much and making myself upset all over again. WAD'S UP WITH ME?!?
I realize............... I'm a person who likes to cry. My tear ducts are often in overdrive. At least I know my eyes are cleaner than most people's.
I realize............... I dwell in the past and never move on. I don't like changes and I hate it when people and things change; yet deep in my heart, I know it's inevitable and sometimes necessary. I just don't like it.
I realize............... that I realized all these long ago; I just refused to admit it.
I realize............... it's 7am already and I've yet to sleep. and that this post doesn't really make much sense.
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