to be happy
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
stopitstopitstopityuqinstopit. whycan'tujuststopthinkingsomuch. allwasfinewaduweredeliriouslyecstaticthepastdayswhycan'tujustremainso. wadhappenedtournewyearsresolutions. wadhappenedtomakingothershappy. wadhappentomakingyourselfhappy. wadhappenedtopromisingothersthatu'llstopbeingsoirritating. sigh. wadsupwithmeman.
Today was bai nian-ing relatives at my mum's side. So many little kids running about around me; I just sat there looking at them, playing catching, gaming on their handheld nintendos, engaging in mindless banter. It felt so surreal. I felt old.
Maybe I drained all my energy the past few days since fri, I don't feel hyper anymore. In fact I feel ---i dunno. I feel very weary all of a sudden. More visiting to do tmr, and a mahjong session to followup, I must try to keep my spirits back up. Smileys all ard, please :)
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