narcissistic pleasure

kp day

Thursday, March 23, 2006

I'm gg to fill my mind and time to the brim with work, work and more work. So I won't have time to think shitty stuff and crappy stuff. Like how I learnt to sing the chorus of cao cao without knowing the exact words. Anyway exams are coming, so all's fine and dandy, and how it's supposed to be.

Is it so obvious when I dislike someone? Or when I'm not in the best of moods? I thought I was a person who didn't wear her emotions on her sleeve, but apparently I can't really control it. Which is bad, cos xiu asked me last night whether I was really disgusted to be in that room. Ok, so there were TWO of them, and I wasn't really that comfortable being among the rest either. But was it so obvious??? ahwells.

I'm in a damn kp mood today larr. Also dunno why. Must be pms. Sorry to anyone whom I've offended if I shot off or snapped at u without thinking. And xiu and I have observed that we have this certain affinity, where we'll both get karma for laughing at the other for anything. And my bad karma is coming back at me in double dosages these days. I must learn not to laugh at her anymore. hahh.

Gonna cram my brain with more lect recordings. They have a certain kind of numbing effect, if u will. Although that Dr Ho is really hilarious. And jk, dun say anything. You noe i'm fine, just kping as usual. so dun be lorsorr. hahahahah (:

she uttered nonsense at 6:30 PM