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Thursday, May 25, 2006
How ah, I think I'm becoming more evil by the day. Must be I mix too much with jk. hahahha :D
My thoughts contradict themselves. I want this, yet I want that. I don't want this, and I don't want that. Yet I actually do want this and I do want that. The evil me says I want this and I don't want that, but the good me says if I want this, then I should let others have that. Confused? Me too.
Warning: Boggled thoughts follow.
'Against Animal Testing YES!' says Bodyshop. I think there's a fly in my room, and since the windows are closed, it means it can't get out. How wonderful. OOPS I typed so hard on my lappie, the letter D just came out. Fix back in. Voyeurism does no good. My feet hurt with all those blisters. But they're pretty fun to play with. Poke and drain the liquid out. I thought I told myself no more shopping but I ended up buying a top from fcuk today. okok. NO MORE SHOPPING. I think I'm finally going to start learning driving soon. I know I know, some of you are going to say I'm lagging. My router is weird, it likes to dc me when I'm being very active on msn. Oh and I got to see my idol today after such a long time. Results out for nusians this weekend!! Praying hard for all my friends and my anal-retentive brother. WAHAHA. He'd better not see this.
I need to organize my brain abit.
she uttered nonsense at 3:00 AM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Ohdear, I destroyed jk's idyllic image of... WAHAH I really didn't mean it my dear girl, afterall, you're the one who wanted to know who pamela was, didn't you?
O.O <-- *gives the innocent big eyes* ohwell, she'll live. heehee.
To tell or not to tell? I already gave you my word I wouldn't, but you're not acting responsibly. Sighh. I'm going to listen to my aunt agony, clean my hands off you all, and hope you will do the right thing the proper way.
Girls always seem to be at the losing end. Thinking too much for our own good. Knowing that there's a problem, yet refusing to face it. Understanding that there really is nothing to worry about, yet still insisting on worrying the hell out of everything. Acknowledging that doing so will not make things any better, yet continue to do things to upset all.
And silently taking all these in alone.
Hugs to you, you and you. Oh and you too although I don't really know the details.
she uttered nonsense at 3:22 AM
bee zee pple
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Everyone's so busy. :( sighh
I hate ***.
My MediaPlayer likes P!nk. It's supposed to be on shuffle mode, but it's playing all of her songs.
I feel so stone, but I know I'm just being a brat. urgh.
Oh, found this.
Awwwww.... how sweet. Everyone loves a Calvin&Hobbes comic strip whenever.
she uttered nonsense at 5:09 AM
drater.
Friday, May 19, 2006
What a retard. Why issit that I meet so many asswipes in uni?? *shakes head* This tops the cake. Even the f word is too good to be used on him. You know, I'd always try to hide what I say here, for fear of letting the involved parties know. But I'm not afraid to let you know. Cos you deserve what I said about you, and you know it too.
I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt and keep all this to myself and hope that you settle this peacefully somehow. Although your track record proves otherwise.
One word of advice though, reflect. Stop being a disgrace to mankind.
she uttered nonsense at 3:02 AM
the rollercoaster ride
Thursday, May 18, 2006
I woke up at 530, and have been trying to fall back asleep since then. Obviously I failed. I know I'm shagged, but my mind is working in overdrive again, and that explains everything.
Did I tell you I think I'm going mad?
she uttered nonsense at 7:02 AM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I feel like I'm ruining everyone's lives. Hello there, would you like your life ruined? Sign up here.
Maybe I shouldn't have even joined them in the first place. Maybe I shouldn't have even joined all of them in the first place. Makes things so much easier.
she uttered nonsense at 1:52 PM
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I'm certain I know what that meant. Though I can't blame you either.
Maybe it's time to stop all that alr. As they say, Why bother to?
Wrong move. Checkmate!
she uttered nonsense at 3:40 AM
ahwells.
Monday, May 15, 2006
When I saw that, I felt a little....... indignant. Sure we may not be the best and I know you're excellent, but you should at least have tried to understand. Oh well. I don't know you well enough to say anything anyways.
long day ahead for me....today. co tonight!
she uttered nonsense at 5:27 AM
lalala
Saturday, May 13, 2006
I should just stop doing that and get on with my life already. Because every time I do that, I start thinking too much and get upset all over again. But my mind tells me otherwise.
I don't know when I'll learn to let go. I don't know when I'll start to acknowledge the realities of life, and stop thinking like an idealist.
Stop hiding anymore will you? *poof* I don't know if I'm oversensitive, but I can sense your hostility now. Maybe that's the way you are? the way you talk? the way you convey your message?
Why does everything I blog about these days sound so angsty??? sheesh.
Change of topic. Did I tell you guys how much I love grapes? seedless ones, please. And. I got a huge pimple on my face!!! so sad. like scar liddat. yikes.
I can sense myself getting busy all again soon!! siann. so many undone co stuff to complete, so many things to update and send out. Time to start making a list.
I'm thinking....next week onwards I'd have to travel to and from sch every mon and tue night. c o n g r a t u l a t i o n s to me! nel will be my best friend. Who else wants to be my best friend? Please join the queue, thank you very much. wahahahh
I'm going bonkers. ohya, and I suddenly wanna watch Animaniacs!! but it's gone from tv history. sad. I remember how the last two lines (?) of the theme song changes every episode.. and they'd show a different animation every time. I like!
It's time for Animaniacs
And we're zany to the max
So just sit back and relax, you'll laugh till you collapse
We're Animaniacs!
Come join the Warner Brothers
And the Warner Sister, Dot
Just for fun we run around the Warner movie lot
They 'd lock us in the tower whenever we get caught
But we break loose and then vamoose
And now you know the plot!
We're Animaniacs!.........
yadayada I can't remember anymore. hahahaha
she uttered nonsense at 3:07 AM
wondering
Thursday, May 11, 2006
my lappie's acting up these days. so is my router.
was blogsurfing just now, and i wonder........ hmm. you think you know a person, and he or she does or says something totally unexpected. so what should i think?
we say we're good friends, but how close are we really? people say closeness doesn't depend on how often u guys meet, or how much you talk on the phone with each other. but is it really so? isn't it relative? if i don't see you, i won't know how you've been. if i don't talk to you, i won't know what's going on in your life. so if i don't know a single thing about you, how can we claim to be good friends? i wonder if i hadn't bumped into you the other day, would i know you'd be gone? and now i wonder if the others know too. did you tell them? or did u also conveniently forgot about them?
do i sound very bitter? i'm not, really. i'm just wondering. maybe everyone else have been right all along. that yes, friends are important, but when it comes down to it, ur family seems more reliable. or your other half, for that matter. maybe it's something i should just start to learn and accept, and get used to.
she uttered nonsense at 3:43 AM
qwerty
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Why can't the whole bloody world just be peaceful? Like, get off me alr. You know these kind of things, I'm only allowed to piss myself off. But the way things are going, you guys are pissing me off. arghh.
I hate it when your friends don't get along, and go all out to make each other's lives miserable. For what?? You all enjoy it so much ah? I want to take a stand, but how to? You can't support either camps, they're just going to say crappy shit that obviously isn't true. Then the only thing that gets done, is the souring of friendships. Of yours.
I say, grow up.
Can't say nothing, but when said like that, it still skips.
she uttered nonsense at 1:38 AM
shoppingggggggg
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Whooooo shopping. WHOOO~~
With the exception of a minor glitch at night, I had a great day today with my 2 lovelies. Finally got down to abit of retail therapy. Bought 2 tops from zara, a skirt from heeren and a few other earrings and hair stuff. went to shape my eyebrows with xiu who's in fact not allowed to. wahha. and xiaolongbaos are yummilicious. and im spewing random shit. lalalalala
shopping is, in ahpek's words, fking shiok, or we can just use, spendidly delightful. WAHHAHAHAH
ok i refuse to count how much i spent today. i think....maybe...possibly....i need to go find a job soon to fund my spending. bleah.
the green eyed monster strikes!!!!!! stupid twit. hahahhahhah
she uttered nonsense at 9:26 PM
blahh
Come to think of it, jk is prob right. I never thought about it. Woman, secret mission ok. Must help me find out.
I got absolutely nothing to blog about.
It's 4 and I'm not yet asleep. I also dunno why, these days, it seems as though sleeping any earlier than 4 is a waste of time, or just feels wrong.
I'm freaking tired though. hahah. okay, maybe I'll go sleep lar. goodnight everyone. Want to meet up please book me through my secretary yarr. :p
eeeee i just realized the fotos on the right are sooo outdated. gonna upload a fresh batch of less-outdated-but-still-very-old set of fotos. ahahha
she uttered nonsense at 4:51 AM
