narcissistic pleasure

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

How ah, I think I'm becoming more evil by the day. Must be I mix too much with jk. hahahha :D

My thoughts contradict themselves. I want this, yet I want that. I don't want this, and I don't want that. Yet I actually do want this and I do want that. The evil me says I want this and I don't want that, but the good me says if I want this, then I should let others have that. Confused? Me too.

Warning: Boggled thoughts follow.
'Against Animal Testing YES!' says Bodyshop. I think there's a fly in my room, and since the windows are closed, it means it can't get out. How wonderful. OOPS I typed so hard on my lappie, the letter D just came out. Fix back in. Voyeurism does no good. My feet hurt with all those blisters. But they're pretty fun to play with. Poke and drain the liquid out. I thought I told myself no more shopping but I ended up buying a top from fcuk today. okok. NO MORE SHOPPING. I think I'm finally going to start learning driving soon. I know I know, some of you are going to say I'm lagging. My router is weird, it likes to dc me when I'm being very active on msn. Oh and I got to see my idol today after such a long time. Results out for nusians this weekend!! Praying hard for all my friends and my anal-retentive brother. WAHAHA. He'd better not see this.

I need to organize my brain abit.

she uttered nonsense at 3:00 AM