wondering
Thursday, May 11, 2006
my lappie's acting up these days. so is my router.
was blogsurfing just now, and i wonder........ hmm. you think you know a person, and he or she does or says something totally unexpected. so what should i think?
we say we're good friends, but how close are we really? people say closeness doesn't depend on how often u guys meet, or how much you talk on the phone with each other. but is it really so? isn't it relative? if i don't see you, i won't know how you've been. if i don't talk to you, i won't know what's going on in your life. so if i don't know a single thing about you, how can we claim to be good friends? i wonder if i hadn't bumped into you the other day, would i know you'd be gone? and now i wonder if the others know too. did you tell them? or did u also conveniently forgot about them?
do i sound very bitter? i'm not, really. i'm just wondering. maybe everyone else have been right all along. that yes, friends are important, but when it comes down to it, ur family seems more reliable. or your other half, for that matter. maybe it's something i should just start to learn and accept, and get used to.
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