narcissistic pleasure

update

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Doing the obligatory before-leaving blog post. Off to China for the next week or so, not that anybody cares.

Okay so what have I been up to the past few days. Ohya. Went kite flying with hong and gang, although pics will be put up much later due to someone's *ahem* procrastination. hahah. Went for class chalet, where turnout was pretty good, and I watched my first (and last) World Cup06 match!! Although technically I didn't watch it completely seeing how I got so bored and pulled 3 other pple to join me in mahjong. And I didn't really get to have a heart-to-heart as I waited so long for. Ohwells. Pics for class chalet's alr all over the place, pick and choose. Not here though. And this week? Sat on the dangerous vehicle we call a van for...4 plus hours? and stuffed boxes with newspapers. And spongy foam. haha I also dunno wad I'm talking about.

Mr bolster's gone. I'm sad. sighh. =(

Too much thinking, too much thoughts, too much for my own good.
The nagging feeling, the perpetual worry.
The occasional glance, the incidental checks.
Is there such a thing as incidental checking? How can checks be incidental? oxymoronic.
Oxymoronic. O x y moronic. moronic

dumb.
yeaa that's what this post is, dumb.

Off I go to sleep. Busy week ahead, and may I enjoy my time there. Trying to keep my spirits up, yeah. Charged up, excitement, enthusiasm!!! =D

Yeaaa that's better. One more thing to be happy about, BESTIE'S back!! hahahaah. Like backstreet's back liddat. errrr. hahh. too bad im gg off. In a week girl, in a week! We'll paint the town red when i get back.

she uttered nonsense at 1:49 AM