narcissistic pleasure

Friday, November 10, 2006

Finally, my last presentation for the sem is tomorrow. I can't wait to get everything over and done with, and finally be able to sit down and study properly. Though that leaves me less than 5 days to cover at least 3 modules. I am so dead. ):

Tonight feels strangely surreal. No jinxy's cock comments every few minutes, or keety's lively-but-annoying presence. Even beat has gone home. Noone to floss teeth with me. Hmm... I wonder what's going on in there right now.

It's all in the head, isn't it. What you choose to believe or think. Sometimes when you see certain things, when the facts are right in your face, you still believe that it's not true. Yet when you don't see anything at all, you choose to believe otherwise. Who said seeing is believing? Have you been doing what I think you've been doing? haha. Sounds so bananainpyjamas-ish. Are you thinking what I'm thinking, B1? haha.

When will you realize it's already time to let go? It has been, a pretty long time back. Just that maybe you never noticed. You never did notice, did you? Just like you never did notice anything about her, never seem to bother. Seem? More like you really didn't bother at all. Now everything's changed, can't you tell? What's the use of being the person you never were now? A case of too little, too late.

Life's a bitch. So what do you do when life makes a fool out of you? As they say, when life hands you lemons, make lemonade. Make the best of the worst situation. Everything MUST have something good about it, right?

right?

Oh oh, it's my huns driving test tmr, everyone who sees this please wish her good luck ya!! If you can catch her before her test, that is.

she uttered nonsense at 2:32 AM