narcissistic pleasure

Monday, November 06, 2006

I think you're being very selfish by saying all these, knowing full well the situation I'm in now. ): I know you're in a dilemma, but to me, to be able to be in that dilemma in the first place is like giving me a Lexus and a BMW and telling me that I can only choose between one of them.

And you're exasperating me, you won't listen to anything I say, so what for even ask for my opinion? I give you 10 reasons why I choose A, and you'd just repeat your one reason why A should not be chosen.

Sometimes I feel like just saying, please don't tell me anymore. I don't want to hear. If you think I'm just talking nonsense, and you're obviously not making me feel good by telling me all these, then let's just do each other a favour and stop this, shall we?

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Stupid bloody finger. Stupid bloody fone. Of all pple.

It's like, finally got through this while, and just because of one stupid mistake, one bloody slip, I feel as though it's all coming back to haunt me again.

Why do I allow you to dominate my mind, why??

I'm so pissed at myself. So damn pissed.

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Let's talk happy things. I've decided, my short term goal car will still be an orange nissan march!! Think I can get partial sponsorship from daddy dearest? hahahahh nahh dun think so. And my long term goal car for now is the new lexus LS460!! omg i'm going to hyperventilate, such a classy and futuristic car! Don't care what keety says, I insist that Lexus is better than BM. HMPH.

What's up with my sudden love for cars?????

she uttered nonsense at 12:32 AM