narcissistic pleasure

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I was ready to lash out when it came, but in the end there were just too much to say that I didn't have the energy to after that. haha.

It's the realities of life, yes I know, but I'm still entitled to not like it rite? For convenience sake. Grovelling at my feet and fawning only when you need a favour. What we call Hall13 culture. hurhur. But then again, I'm probably guilty of it too, so.

Last night I sat through High School Musical and Herbie together at a go. My second time of HSM and the stooooopid catchy song is already imprinted in my weak head. So teenybopperish. Though I still think the show is lame. But ahwells, it's Disney afterall. And Vanessa Hudgens is quite pretty. Anyways just now I was tuned to 987, and the song is the top 21st song of 2006!! faint. bubblegumpop haha. And and, the more I watch Herbie, the more I'm loving VW Beetles. They aren't just 'bugs'!! hurhur.

I should stop going for night walks, especially with my freaky long black hair and penchant to wear white these days. I think I almost hai-ed a taxi driver the previous time. oops =x But I like the tranquility and darkness, I can walk on the road most of the time as if I was king. haha. The quietness helps my mind sort out stuff clearer and quicker, and in replacement of the obscurity of the surroundings, I seem to be more willing to open up all that is being concealed in me.

Ahh. I did do my annual reflections and resolutions and stuff like that ok. Just that I decided that the customary 'summary of the year' blog entry was better off drafted instead. haha.

Qs says 'to reflect on letting go'. Let go of 06, and welcome 07 with open arms. I want to do just that. Clearing my room today is a first step. Putting aside the past and leaving the spaces open for the future.

Oh, one advice? Don't nag at me if you want me to talk to you. I've got my parents for that.

The past week has always been a time of celebration for most people. What with christmas then the ushering in of the new year. In the midst of all the merrymaking and festivities, we need to be more aware of those who aren't exactly having as much fun as we are. It really isn't any of my business, so I shan't say too much, but... *hugs*. If you do see this.

May 2007 be a much better year for everyone.

she uttered nonsense at 2:55 AM