narcissistic pleasure

Monday, May 28, 2007

): Monday again. Why do the weekends go by so fastttttttt?!

Keety says her 'monday blues' start on sunday nights, hurhurr. But this week will be more manageable I guess, since there's a break in between, and my fingers are still crossed for fri.

There's just so much I want to do.

Always wondered what it would be like if this and that hadn't happened. Conforming to the status quo, sticking to what you're comfortable with. Maybe not so much here, but there's a certain degree. Why can't a cheerleader-type person love studying too? Why can't a geek love partying once in awhile? Why are there boundaries in the first place, and where do you belong to? But OB taught that stereotypes are used for convenience, for one to form an opinion of the other in a quick glance.

Methinks there's a side of everyone that everyone hides. Maybe to conceal one's inhibitions and weaknesses, I guess.

And I have no idea where I'm going now.

Forgive me, I've got tons of random thoughts running through my head at this moment, can't think straight. Too many things to ponder over. Everything inside is very mashed up, not exactly emo, not exactly happy, not exactly nostalgic, not exactly pissed, not exactly lonely. At the crossroads. Confusion, uncertainty - ah, that is it.

I want to try breaking out of my comfort zone.

Labels: discovering meself, random

she uttered nonsense at 12:08 AM