narcissistic pleasure

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

So. I just shifted in to my new new hall. What a weird place. Took like more than 15min to find it. It's one of those rooms where, if you don't stay in there, you won't know exist. Issit possible to feel even more cutoff from the world than usual? It's not very clean, but then again, my room wasn't ever clean. haha.

But good la. Quiet. Damn quiet. Fits the purpose of staying here - study study study.

So off I go study, quiz tmr.

As my bro would say, hard life lar. =(

Labels: school

she uttered nonsense at 3:58 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Alright, enough whining about school.

Is there such thing as too much moisturiser? I've been carrying the bottle with me all over the place the whole day, and slathering nivea over the burnt parts every few minutes cos it's just oh-so-soothing.

Sun-tan is cool. Sun-burnt is not.

So now I've got a hideous looking back and shoulders which skins are threatening to peel very badly. I'm emitting heat! =(

oh my goodness. I can't believe I forgot all about it. *panic*

Labels: random

she uttered nonsense at 10:02 PM

Friday, October 26, 2007

So many things. Assignments to stress over. Job applications to submit. Hall swap to settle. Quizzes to study for. Seminar readings to complete. And then, final exams.

In between, my emotional unstableness is starting to haunt me again.

Couple all of that with the fact that my wisdom tooth has decided to start hurting really badly now......

I am this close to losing it.

Labels: school

she uttered nonsense at 3:05 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

damn. miserable. la. howww.
school sucks so much.

i never wanted a semester to end so badly than i do right now.

in beat's words, this is sheer torture.

drowning.

Labels: school

she uttered nonsense at 2:46 AM

just cos i have less classes to attend than you do doesn't mean it's damn slack. ive got tonnes of readings, stacks of books, hugeass loads of projs and assignments throughout the whole semester to clear, but u wouldn't noe abt it, cos u nv noticed nor bothered, so it's not up to u to judge.

just cos ur timetable is more packed than mine doesnt mean im not stressed abt schwork either. doesnt mean im free. doesnt mean im here for u to exploit. doesnt mean it's fking easy to get an A.

look, i noe wad it seems on the surface. i admit, my timetable's not packed back-to-back, and im completing my time faster than u. but i cramp so much more u noe? no, u wouldn't noe.

u CHOSE a different course to study. stick to ur choice or drown in it; i dun care. just dun compare and belittle wad ive been doing. dun degrade me. dun say things like 'if im doing wad ure doing i'll be so much slacker yet faring so much better'. i dun say that to u cos i noe it's not true, so u shldnt too.

the world doesnt revolve ard me, but it doesnt revolve ard u either.

if this post hasnt been clear enough, im starting to get very turned off at pple who keep putting down wad im studying just cos it APPEARS that we're slacker, timetable-wise, as compared to them.

learn to appreciate things further den it's face value, superficial freaks. if not, join us, if u dare, and u'll be proven wrong.

Labels: rantings

she uttered nonsense at 12:14 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

My, my, look at this. (via BoingBoing). So Dumbledore is gay! haha

And to think we're in the midst of all that repeal377a and keep377a and wadnot. Of course, at the possible cost of incurring my parents' (and jinx and jk and a whole lot more) wrath, I'm pretty much a gay supporter (no but I'm not a participant, not yet HAHA). Ohwells, to each his own.

Note to self: never, NEVER make a typo in the url. porn is not nice. accidental porn is worse. eeks.

Auditors rock man, we do double entry. hurhurr. And that reminds me. How come yiing seems to be so free looking at all these cock siteS?! haha. Link here.

Time to start filling up and submitting all that application forms for the big4. Wish me luck!

Labels: musings, random

she uttered nonsense at 4:01 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I'm very thankful for wonderful projmates this semester, and I think we click very well, even though most of them I just got to know. Anyway I'm finally done with ALL my projects; that's one huge relief.

Now to concentrate on thur's 304 quiz which I heard there really isn't much use studying for, 0206's quiz on fri, another 306 quiz in two weeks, and another elective quiz sometime in between.

Hmm. I guess there's still alot on my plate.

So I'm not proud to say that I succumbed to the evils of facebook, but rest assured I'm not going to be active there. eeks.

Seems to be breakup season huh.

Brainmush.
Blah.
Blank.
Not feeling again.

One-liners.

Inspire me; take me away.

Labels: random

she uttered nonsense at 12:38 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

sighhh. Even given a hundred years locked in a monastry doing nothing but practise practise practise, I can never be even half as good as any of them.
=(((

And how come they are all guys?!

yq has half a mind never to touch her piano again because wads the use! =((

all the greatest pianists in the world. spot Lang-Lang (the chinese guy) counting in chinese!! haha

Labels: music, musings

she uttered nonsense at 2:17 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

*muahhh* I wuv you erin!!!!
I feel sooo much better now. =D

teehee. I know, I've got serious mood swing problems.

Labels: random

she uttered nonsense at 11:35 PM

I FEEL SO FKING USED!!!!!!
TMD!!!

#!*%#!!

I am not even going to apologize for my language, I am SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: whatever

she uttered nonsense at 10:31 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

It's been a long while since I bought myself CDs so I went into MJ today and grabbed two, then hopped over to yamaha and grabbed a couple of piano scorebooks too. haha, new ways to splurge huh.

Linkin Park rocks (:

Was super shagged during project discussion today cos although I did manage to get some sleep at the chalet, it was constantly being disrupted by kopi's nonstop rambling. *faint* And she was determined to get me drunk lor, pour so much vodka mix. I'm bad at alcohol ok! hurhurr.
And I spied someone at raffles city's starbucks!! you suay.

Delay the beetle, can I have a baby grand piano please? Pretty please with sugar on top?

and make it a steinway pweasee =D

Labels: random

she uttered nonsense at 11:03 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

music vids like these make me feel so sad abt the state of humanity on this globe-or the lack thereof. wanna wish for world peace(think ms universe pageants). haha.

Labels: music

she uttered nonsense at 11:49 PM

My bro and I were walking behind our parents the other day after lunch, and for the first time, I spied them holding hands. How sweet. (:

I ended up slacking all the way from the start of the hols till saturday, where I had a bout of panic attack when I realized just how much readings I needed to complete. So ya, any form of productivity at all came from the fruits of my labour of pia-ing the entire conso for 24+hours from sunday to monday. It's definitely not enough preparation for the coming quiz on thursday, but at least I finally sorta understood what was going on in 306 already. whew.

On a separate thing altogether, I believe wisdom teeth, like dentists, are the necessary bane of my existence. After finally plucking up enough raw courage and sheer madness to go for my all-time-favourite dental appointment, I was rewarded with a parting note from my dear dentist to make further appointments with her for the operation to extract my two bottom wisdom teeth.

bahh.

Friday night was spent with my dearest LOTS. Isetan had a sale going on and it was MADNESS I tell you. Siao one. Anyways to the poor girl who's nursing a broken heart, I'll buy you insect repellent to help you chase the 4million-going-on-5million ants away ok! *hugs*

Pics!