Sunday, June 27, 2010
Leaving on a jetplane in 24, and I'm not fully packed!! panic sets in when u realize u've got to squeeze in all those clothes and shoes and files and yet u still only have that 20kg(?) allowance. MY SHOES!!! my beloved shoes. how how how?? and I'm starting to worry too when I see all those chinese words and I think about reading those chinese words and using those chinese words to communicate and work and everyone knows just how fantastic my chinese is zomgg and i'm getting a headache just thinking abt it ahhhhhhhhhhhhh and honestly i'm qt scared to sleep alone in an unfamiliar place howwwww and yikes i'm blabbering
GAH. seeyall in 3wks! taaaa~
she uttered nonsense at 2:34 AM
Friday, April 30, 2010
I'm sudd damnnn sick of this place (agn). Sick of not being able to take any leave since last sept, sick of not being able to take any leave up till nov (and who knows what's gg to add on behind nov in weeks to come), sick of the only week of leave that i attempted to take in may to be double booked with another job!!! sick of having to forfeit my leave (90% probable), sick of all the fake benefits "we give you OT - oh but sorry you can't use it to book leave u can only use it on adhoc basis (= NEVER), and anyway you still have AL u haven't even clear (see 'sick of..' point before)", sick of all that act-concern-act-blur-act-innocent rubbish "u mean we pay one of the lowest? are u sure?? (like wtf dun pretend la)".
That was just part 1 of a 10-parter 'sick of' series. And they wonder why there's a permanent exodus going on (uhh, like, open your eyes? it doesn't take a genius to figure it out).
As you can see, I am not very happy here (understatement of the century).
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 9:52 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I feel so hypocritical cos on one hand I keep whining about work all the time and on the other hand I get pissed off when I see this certain person complaining abt his/her life on fb ALL THE FREAKING TIME cos honestly what are u trying to prove?? getting all upset about not getting what you want when you already have SO MUCH?
I feel old and naggy, like one of those pple who used to tell me 'you don't know how good being in school is' when I used to complain abt school. Come to think abt it I used to hate it when pple tell me that. But so true isnt it. It's so much better to be in school - you just won't know it till u leave. Maybe I'm just irritated with that person. Or maybe to me, u can whine but don't do it thrice a day on a regular basis; if you do have an urge to kb every few hrs, don't do it publicly (read: fb status updates). it's even more regular than my breakfast/lunch/dinner. Cos, as a certain person likes to say, there's only so much you can cry about until it becomes meaningless.
wtf. Now I'm starting to get irritated with myself.
Welcome to Chao Kuan LLP - where we exploit u and tell you it's PROGRESS; where we shit on you and tell you we're giving you gold, where we call ourselves professional but cleverly small-font the word 'slave-drivers' behind (of cos we'll still put it in - we're clever at disclaiming liability, HELLO??).
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 11:50 PM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
What bugs me, is that you conveniently ask me nonstop for things that you can simply obtain on your own, just by making use of a little bit of your brain. What bugs me, is that even after trying my very darn best to be as accomodating as I can, to be as patient as I can, to be as nice as I can be, you seem to be de cun jing chi-ing. Ever heard of going too far? I have my limits; stop before I really lose it and I don't really want things to get ugly. I thought I was no longer the lowest life form, but at the rate this is going, I'm the lowest life form and the de-facto highest life form there........ then honestly what is your contribution? I honestly honestly honestly do not think I'm mean cos I have worked with so many others before, but why, why is it you just have to be so trying??
Everyday, my patience is being tested, and, it is wearing thin. Thinner and thinner and thinner.
I'm sorry, but apparently (and I'm going to get alot of bad karma for saying this), there are really lazy people in the world who don't use their brains who ask stupid questions who just annoy the shit out of me-
-and just as I was talking about getting more good karma.
i'm full of contradictions.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 12:52 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! SO CONFUSED!!!!
driving myself mad
i'm really turning into a no-life bitter and spiteful old woman help
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 9:34 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
I was stuck between a rock and a hard place; honestly, WHAT did u expect me to do? Did you really expect anything different? It's bad enough it's come to this, what's worse is your flippant attitude about it as if all this trouble wasn't due to you in the very first place. Because it totally is and so STOP TALKING ABT IT AS IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. Because, my dear, it is starting to annoy. Just like everything else and all your baseless accusations. Because, my dear, I can only take so much rubbish from one person so please stop testing my patience and pushing me past my limits. Because, my dear, I cannot be responsible for my actions that result thereafter.
I need a breather from work and its related rubbish.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 11:16 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
eww I'm getting really disgusted....
why! why always dio disgusting peeps who can't be normal to save their lives? or have I been the disgusting one all these while?
pourquoi!!
Wherefore art thou?
Am turning angsty before peak even comes fark!
It's christmas next week.
she uttered nonsense at 2:44 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I have about had it with people emoing me. Seriously. I'm afraid I will really lose control of myself and say or do things that I will regret if this continues on. If you're unhappy with me about something, please, just say it so that I can change for the better (if it's valid in the first place hurr!), or at least I will know what to do and what not to do to you in future.
I am going to stfu in front of you from now on, to prevent any further misunderstandings.
I just don't get some people. I've said many times before, I don't usually take myself very seriously. I love to joke, I love to self-deprecate, I love to play with words - don't take everything I say literally and simply at its face value. That's why it's called listening, not hearing.
I need to remind myself that some people just don't have a sense of humour, or at least not my type of humour. And that some people just can't take a joke, even if the joke is totally on me and not on them.
Labels: discovering meself, rantings
she uttered nonsense at 10:07 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
I'm like seriously damn pissed off right now with the cpf website, I've been trying at least thrice a day for the past 5 days to transfer money into my cpf and the fucking thing just doesn't work, it'll either hang halfway or display error or just not complete the friggin transaction freaK!! And don't tell me I'm not following instructions cos I followed every one to the t and i even tried using all the different comps at home and i can access my ibanking from their respective sites BUT IT JUST DOESNT WORK at the stupid cpf website I AM SO ANNOYED RARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 3:33 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
Having a planner and all is especially beneficial for people with poor-to-almost-nil memory like me. The only problem now, is that I can't friggin find my organizer. So recently I've been relying on scraps of postits all over my table to remind me of where and what is coming up. pfffffffft yes I amaze myself sometimes
At the risk of sounding hypocritical, why is nobody updating their blogs these days?? I NEED ENTERTAINMENT AT HOME PEOPLE!
I'm getting despo hhahahahahaha shiattt
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Ok I can't resist posting a few pics after looking through the ones I got from jinxy ydy
the one time i let her be taller than me *smirks*
and i love emoshots hah
Nice's beach is, well, nice. Too cliche? It's beautiful, it's stunning, it's breathaking. Whoosh.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 12:33 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Am still living in the european timing which is really bad cos for the past days that i've been back I've only managed to get in like 5hrs of sleep a day, max. And like how I'm supposed to be sleeping now but am wide awake. Plus, the weekend didn't help cos who can sleep during camps right? They say I zi zao for going for a camp so soon after getting back but oh I don't regret it all. I've never seen so many heartwarming moments, all within a span of 48hours, and I've never made so many nice friends in such a short while too. So anyways what I've been doing at night is to watch shows to make myself feel sleepy, or entertain myself by blogsurfing, and one thing that's lingering on my mind at this very moment is, I think it's long past the time to put everything behind and move on. I hate to think I used to sound like that all the time but I probably did, but oh, how very annoying. Maybe we all need to be annoying like that first before we wake up and smell the coffee and realize how oh-so-annoying we really are and hey it's time to stop letting your thoughts revolve around the same thing, drater. Also I believe that-
The roosters just crowed. Hey, it's 6am.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 6:00 AM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
The world is mad, and I am too.
They say When in rome yada yada yada.
For I am part of the world, albeit a non tree-hugger one.
I can, of course, attempt to do the impossible and reside in non-Earth.
But alas, I am but a mere being.
Now that Pluto is no longer a planet (poor thing), how do I complete the sentence My Very Excited Mother Just Said U Need
Sad, really. Used to be my favourite planet cos it was the smallest and cutest. And shares its name with mickey's pet.
You know, I should consider tree hugging.
tries lies and flies.
No.
Tries, lies (and failed), then flies.
she uttered nonsense at 5:30 AM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
zomg i spent the entire day doing nothing when ive got like the stupid 206 report to do
zzzzzzzz..zomg recently ive been peppering my 'omg's with 'z' in the front, that's so freaking bimbotic! zomg help
zomg ive got this friggin huge blue-black bigger than the size of a friggin huge fist on my friggin huge thigh. and it's swollen! and it hurts, s'not funny.
zomg ive been getting vulgar recently
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 5:42 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
it is so unfair that i've got hair - here, there and everywhere! even the area below my fingernails have hair. wad kind of freak monster am i, u tell me!! my bro is right, i am turning into an ape.
another step to getting in touch with my neanderthal side - it all adds up.
I BITE! ROARRR.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 11:02 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
URGH. A few nights ago after watching tv and reading the news and whatnot, I started thinking about crappy stuff, like why issit that so many people my age are already out there earning big bucks, or have already become really famous, or are already married with kids, or basically already making a name for themselves, while I'm down here, in my room, wasting my life away msn-ing and learning abt entity relationships??? I'm freaking 22 this year for goodness sake, TWENTY TWO!!! kao. KAO!!! Am freaking unhappy right now because I'm feeling lousy and useless, and leading a very much meaningless life. KAO!! And milo agrees with me ok, so I'm not the only cockster hor, jinx!
Somehow, in my subconscious mind, I'm stuck in the 19yearsold stage, and it doesn't seem to be moving anytime soon. Denial! URGH. =((((
emo!
she uttered nonsense at 12:47 AM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
just cos i have less classes to attend than you do doesn't mean it's damn slack. ive got tonnes of readings, stacks of books, hugeass loads of projs and assignments throughout the whole semester to clear, but u wouldn't noe abt it, cos u nv noticed nor bothered, so it's not up to u to judge.
just cos ur timetable is more packed than mine doesnt mean im not stressed abt schwork either. doesnt mean im free. doesnt mean im here for u to exploit. doesnt mean it's fking easy to get an A.
look, i noe wad it seems on the surface. i admit, my timetable's not packed back-to-back, and im completing my time faster than u. but i cramp so much more u noe? no, u wouldn't noe.
u CHOSE a different course to study. stick to ur choice or drown in it; i dun care. just dun compare and belittle wad ive been doing. dun degrade me. dun say things like 'if im doing wad ure doing i'll be so much slacker yet faring so much better'. i dun say that to u cos i noe it's not true, so u shldnt too.
the world doesnt revolve ard me, but it doesnt revolve ard u either.
if this post hasnt been clear enough, im starting to get very turned off at pple who keep putting down wad im studying just cos it APPEARS that we're slacker, timetable-wise, as compared to them.
learn to appreciate things further den it's face value, superficial freaks. if not, join us, if u dare, and u'll be proven wrong.
Labels: rantings
she uttered nonsense at 12:14 AM
