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Monday, June 15, 2009
Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied, Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside
Need to get over myself; need to come to terms with the status quo. Do I, really? What about finding the courage and the determination.
When I think about it, I'm pretty lucky actually. There isn't very much that I need to worry about that isn't within my control or that I really can't change. Well perhaps except that but I guess things have been improving (I hope) and I should just be thankful that it is so.
Actually.... why should I? Why should one be satisfied if being unsatisfied motivates? It's unsatisfied, not ungrateful. I'm grateful, very very grateful. Very thankful, very appreciative. But uncontented. Is that even possible? But if being unsatisfied conjures new aims, new goals, new hopes. .. dreams. Can come true, can't they? Maybe it IS about finding courage, and the will power.
I feel like Kate Monster. What will my conclusion be?