Wednesday, March 09, 2011
I'm ecstatic, I am!!!
But at the same time, I'm suddenly confused/apprehensive. More like..... 矛盾.
怎么办!!!!!
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 10:25 PM
Monday, December 27, 2010
I honestly feel relly really really really stupid but I guess this is what happens when you are responsible here. When I can do a SL and just throw everything up in the air and say SCREW YOU I'M GONE.
I have never wanted a week to be over and yet not be over at the same time, so much, before.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 11:24 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Leaving on a jetplane in 24, and I'm not fully packed!! panic sets in when u realize u've got to squeeze in all those clothes and shoes and files and yet u still only have that 20kg(?) allowance. MY SHOES!!! my beloved shoes. how how how?? and I'm starting to worry too when I see all those chinese words and I think about reading those chinese words and using those chinese words to communicate and work and everyone knows just how fantastic my chinese is zomgg and i'm getting a headache just thinking abt it ahhhhhhhhhhhhh and honestly i'm qt scared to sleep alone in an unfamiliar place howwwww and yikes i'm blabbering
GAH. seeyall in 3wks! taaaa~
she uttered nonsense at 2:34 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
What bugs me isn't the incompetency. What bugs me is that you are incompetent (and blantantly, at that) and have a level of EQ that leaves much to be desired. And if you don't know your stuff, PLEASE, don't act like you do cos it really just makes you look very bad.
Pissed. I think karma will bite me on the arse and I'll be a much-gossiped-about-nasty senior. hah.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 10:25 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010
zzz.. woke up with a start with this v uneasy feeling. feeling v stressed over work and the fact that I prob have so much left to complete when tmr (today rather) is pull-out day and my a1 is practically on half day and i'm all alone (agn). feel like puking when i open my f section. urghhh.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 5:52 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010
Perfect example of how a good job can become bad just from a change of mgr. feel like cursing and swearing... now i hate this job. ttm!! ARGH!!! JUSTKILLMEEEEEEEEE
she uttered nonsense at 12:27 AM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
my a1 asked 'do u think i will die' and i find myself unable to answer her
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she uttered nonsense at 3:44 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
omg shit thing. it's sunday tmr already? feels like thur. or fri.
day 6 down, 24 more days to go.
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she uttered nonsense at 2:01 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
You know Matilda by Roald Dahl? There was this part where Matilda asked, Why won't anybody go home and complain to their parents about the atrocities of Miss Trunchbull?, and the big kid she was talking to replied, Which parent will believe?. (ok I doubt those are the exact words they blurted, but you get the idea) Well it kinda feels like that, cos unless you're a student of Crunchem Hall, you won't know just how sadistic things can get in here, or you won't even believe; you'd think we're bullshitting or just being overtly dramatic and making a mountain out of a molehill. Like my mum said, people don't believe cos we're all university grads, we're not expected to allow such things to happen to us in the very first place!
As I was saying, I have never hated and despised a non-living thing so much ever before. Ever.
Honestly. I'm beginning to suspect that I have SM tendencies since I'm still here. Somehow deep inside me I must enjoy getting tortured or being a slave.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 11:03 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
What can you do if the mgr asks 'are u okay', and the snr di sheng xia qi say 'sorry'?
What else can you do but suck it up, breakdown notwithstanding, and continue on?
So tempted to just throw in the towel.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 8:19 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
Need to rant!
Hate people who 看人!!!
Hate nasty clients who go 'only ur senior can see' right in your face at every other opportunity. So I'm just a lowly asst but EVERYONE started from the bottom up right?? And honestly do u really think I'm so free to look at ur pfiles just for my own fun!? So ngiao for fk! First time I hate doing payroll so much!
Please be reasonable, you have your work to do and we have our work to complete. The longer u drag and the more u find trouble for us, the more I'll have to keep coming back to haunt you and the longer the pain will last. I don't like you and you don't like me, so let's just get it over with, alright.
List of "Things that get on my nerves" seems to be increasing exponentially.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 11:07 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Driving back to office at 3am in the morning to drop files off seems really surreal, yet infuriating all at the same time.
What's even more incredulous is seeing friends still there, and still there when you've gone and come back home.
Just goes to show what a slave driver of an employer we have.
Finally off to bed. Nights.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 3:43 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
Finally looking out for myself, and there's only one way-out.
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she uttered nonsense at 9:49 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
She asked, why so irritated now when they have been doing this all this time?
Yes that's the way it has always been but I guess maybe I'm just not that stupid anymore that I do recognize when I'm being exploited. It's unreasonable and I know that there's nothing I can do about that, but that doesn't stop me from feeling irritated all the same. What's more surprising (or not) is that you still insist that I remain here. For what? For my bloody own good? Even if it means losing myself in the process? Which I'm already kinda halfway there.
For the past twenty-three years, you never cared not bothered, and I've already made peace with that after much pain, so please don't upset the balance now, because at this point of time, the more you attempt to control, the further my autopilot-self is just going to push you away. Which I don't want to, not really.
Law of attraction. I willed myself to get MC, and now I'm really sick.
she uttered nonsense at 1:32 AM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
My temper coupled with my stubborness will land me in deep shit one day.
I cannot believe how indignant I felt, up to the point of being super pissed off.
It might probably bite me in the ass sometime during that no-human-rights-rdtable shit that my beloved second home conducts, but honestly I felt so so so much better after clicking the 'Send' button on my equally-long reply. I tried not to let my piss-ness and sarcasm come out too much, but I don't know how well I managed to contain it. I doubt so. Ohwells what's done is done.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 12:19 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009
As much as I feel really bad for them that they're drowning in shit, I feel even more relieved that maybe, just maybe, the problem didn't lie with me, and I can stop feeling so guilty. Someone out there needs to stop being ridiculous and see what he's putting his people through. teamwork. HA. riteeeeeeeee.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 1:07 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
my credit card bills for the past month is zero - totally emphasizing the sad state of affairs of my life (or rather, lack of a life) right now
she uttered nonsense at 12:02 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
I'm not dead; just barely surviving.
How long do you think the human body can last with max-4hr-sleeps consecutively for... what day is it now? lost track of time. what's night and what's day; what's weekdays and what's weekends? all seem the same. oh. day 13.
Let's see how long we'll all last.
Labels: work
she uttered nonsense at 3:13 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
You know what is man?
I remember once when I was young, and we were all walking along some place i dunno where, when this damn fierce dog came running towards us barking like mad. I remember being damn scared, and then I remember my dad stepping right in front of us and stretching his arms wide in a very protective stance and shooing the dog away. I can't really recall what happened after that, but recently as I just found out, turns out my dad is actually afraid of dogs all these while too.
That's man, and that's familial love.
You, my friend, are nowhere near man, nor are you selfless, so stop thinking so highly of urself and pick up your pretty lil faerie wings and buzz off.
I need to stop being so mean right? haha. Alright, that'll be my resolution for the year, among other things, such as to STOP PROCRASTINATING.
Anyway the other day I went shopping with my mum and we walked by some quilt covers and she was like all "qin, cheesebob!!" while pointing to a set nearby.
"Cheesebob? What cheesebob??"
"Cheesebob!! That yellow thing you always watch!!"
... -.-
So Monday spells the start of a month of hell, and Monday's a day away. =((( I feel like I've got not enough time!! I still wanna rest more, play more, and sleep more.
I've officially got Monday blues on a Saturday.
I sound so grumpy, and so whiny. I blame work. HAHA. Remember, misslim, ONE YEAR'S NOTICE before you quit, or I will personally go to your place and kill you. I will! >=!!!
...Cheesebob.
she uttered nonsense at 12:40 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
For as long as I remain where I am, ass tee will be the bane of my existence.
It just keeps getting better.
*&#!
she uttered nonsense at 10:33 PM
