narcissistic pleasure

Sunday, June 26, 2011

omggg
nooooo?

she uttered nonsense at 10:00 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

In the quiet of the night, awake-
Searching for answers;
Incomplete, unsatisfied, lost.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not emo. Just.... lost.
I'm lost.

All that is happening recently just brought back all the gawdawful memories of before. Cannot help but wonder if everything really is alright already. Whether it's still a pretense... for our sake? Actually... if it is I don't really wanna know either.

One day I'm going to read back all these entries and have no idea what I'm talking about cos I speak in codes too much, too often. Ha.

/edit
4am and i found new love... ebay!! die.

//edit
wtf is a portable grand piano. ridiculous.
kenneth cole watches are <3333
i need to go to bed soon it's 5 HAHA.

Labels: fam, whatswrongwithme

she uttered nonsense at 1:46 AM

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Major grouse.

Why is it when opportunity comes knocking, EVERYTHING happens at the same time? And when all is said and done, when the dust has cleared, you realize, hey I'm back to square one. Opportunity my arse.

No longer wanna complain about work cos, you know, I'm sure everyone is sick and tired of my complaints and then it all boils down to why don't you just fking quit which will just end up with idunnowhyi'mstillherebutiamsoshuddup.

Stupid is as stupid does. Stupid - the one word I've been using recently to describe myself, and to answer all questions that are thrown my way.

And years after, still at status quo, still lost, still no meaning.
Friends with the world, partner to none.
Still hidden inside the society-mould that been longing to break.
Society-mould? Or Selfmade-shell.

Labels: discovering meself, whatswrongwithme

she uttered nonsense at 11:14 PM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Extremely unsettled. Super bad feeling..... jittery. urgh.

Labels: whatswrongwithme

she uttered nonsense at 10:43 AM