narcissistic pleasure

Monday, March 29, 2010

Perfect example of how a good job can become bad just from a change of mgr. feel like cursing and swearing... now i hate this job. ttm!! ARGH!!! JUSTKILLMEEEEEEEEE

Labels: grumbles, work

she uttered nonsense at 12:27 AM

Saturday, March 27, 2010

This is absolutely cute!! watch the original you belong with me mv first if you haven't though, if not it won't be as cute. haha!

Labels: music, teehee, video

she uttered nonsense at 3:09 AM

Thursday, March 25, 2010

No offense to my guy friends, but seriously, if all guys are secretly like that, I think I have just given up hope on the male species.

The straw that broke the camel's back. Arse.

Labels: fam

she uttered nonsense at 10:33 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

In the quiet of the night, awake-
Searching for answers;
Incomplete, unsatisfied, lost.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not emo. Just.... lost.
I'm lost.

All that is happening recently just brought back all the gawdawful memories of before. Cannot help but wonder if everything really is alright already. Whether it's still a pretense... for our sake? Actually... if it is I don't really wanna know either.

One day I'm going to read back all these entries and have no idea what I'm talking about cos I speak in codes too much, too often. Ha.

/edit
4am and i found new love... ebay!! die.

//edit
wtf is a portable grand piano. ridiculous.
kenneth cole watches are <3333
i need to go to bed soon it's 5 HAHA.

Labels: fam, whatswrongwithme

she uttered nonsense at 1:46 AM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Left eyelid's been twitching spasmodically on-and-off for the past 2 days - I wonder what misfortune might befall...

Labels: grumbles

she uttered nonsense at 11:21 PM

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Major grouse.

Why is it when opportunity comes knocking, EVERYTHING happens at the same time? And when all is said and done, when the dust has cleared, you realize, hey I'm back to square one. Opportunity my arse.

No longer wanna complain about work cos, you know, I'm sure everyone is sick and tired of my complaints and then it all boils down to why don't you just fking quit which will just end up with idunnowhyi'mstillherebutiamsoshuddup.

Stupid is as stupid does. Stupid - the one word I've been using recently to describe myself, and to answer all questions that are thrown my way.

And years after, still at status quo, still lost, still no meaning.
Friends with the world, partner to none.
Still hidden inside the society-mould that been longing to break.
Society-mould? Or Selfmade-shell.

Labels: discovering meself, whatswrongwithme

she uttered nonsense at 11:14 PM